Mommy Body

Summer '91~ Wow.. look at that hair!

I'd like to be this fit this again!

Time or lack of time, infertility treatments, and having babies got me approx 20lbs heavier than what I was in the above picture. This picture was taken 18yrs ago, infertility treatments causes a havoc on a ladies body and also 4 yrs of emotional stress during that period doesn't help, and the miracle of finally being the vessel for my two beautiful gifts caused that body from 18yrs ago to transform into a mommy body.

I'd love for my body to look and be as fit as the above picture, but that my be too far of a dream to catch. Instead I'll settle for being in a size or two lower than where I'm currently at. I think I was a size 4 or 6 then... I'd settle for a 6 or 8 now. I've decided to hit the GYM. I'm usually happy at the GYM and can easily get into a routine and habit, but any sickness that fall on me takes my attention away from my exercising. I went Sat, again last night, and will be going tonight. I'm praying that my good health will continue.

Maybe 19 years later from this picture I will be closer to my dream or meet it. I'm very content and feel very blessed with the two boys in my life... so I will not go through any infertility treatments anymore. I'm unsure if another baby is in our future, but it doesn't hurt to have a healthy body whether it will bear another child or not. Mostly, I know that this mommy body needs to be a fit mommy body to be more happy and energized to match the energy of my boys. They are getting older which means that they will like bigger excitements (like their mommy), I want to be ready to climb that mountain (figuratively and literal) with them and any other outdoor activities.